I’ve been quiet recently, I’ve had to focus on my work, a hobby and a family death, resulting in a lack of time to update this blog. Fortunately, my time has freed up and I’m able to get back to my life on the web and jump straight back in to my pursuit of fulfilment and training.

Over the next couple of days I’ll be adding and concluding some pieces of fiction as well as posting some semi-thoughtful rants and ramblings as well as some more in depth articles and thought pieces. But for now…

I find myself heavily involved in the conjuring of fantasy, not necessarily for masturbatory purposes but just in general life; on the way to the supermarket, at work, on the bus, and they always seem to revolve around the idea of a trainer and being taken under their wing and trained daily to perfect the art of submission before eventually culminating in a ‘graduation’ type handover to an actual Dominant who i am to be owned by. My mind always seems to bring me back to the idea i keep, which for me is grounded in common sense, that BDSM trainers should exist and i believe that there is a market for legitimate ones; either those who wish to cater to the Dom’s directly and have them enrol their own slave/sub or to the novice subs and slaves who are lost and unsure of which path to take, for a fee or not. I feel people would have safer more fulfilling experiences undergoing training in such a way under the roof of an institution of BDSM education, living and breathing BDSM with other, similarly aged subs and prospective slaves. Whereas the current ’stranger-domming’ inspired and propagated by the Internet attracts the undesirable abusers and is a thriving ground for such creatures.

I don’t know where i am going with this entry, my ideas come and go as i try to type them out, sometimes faster than my fingers will move, i think I’m just going to take every opportunity to moan about this subject and hope some wealthy BDSM enthusiast, preferably on the Dom side reads it agrees what a great idea it is and who can make it happen… Wishful thinking, perhaps.

Following several searches on the Internet, i have found a Master who advertises for male slaves to train, and promotes a diverse range of activities and methods of training. He resides in France and claims to have trained many a European slave, he offers training on a 3-10 days basis and has a massive gallery of his training and trainees. Similar, yes, but i think one of the major benefits of taking up a training program like the ones i often rant, rave and fantasise about would be the camaraderie and feeling of self-accomplishment surrounded by like minded individuals of a similar age.

Until tomorrow, friends.