A few months back I discovered LiveJasmin, a site that streams live web cams that range from non-nude to the more explicit variety, I noticed there was a models link at the bottom and after a little more investigation I found myself registering as a male model in the 18-22 – skinny white male category. Within minutes of my first live show I was on my first private, pay-per-minute show, it was amazing and completely, immensely, explosively erotic.

I was performing again last night and i was doing well, the guest (free users) to member (members with credits) ratio was in my favour (ie: more members than guests) which is very uncommon, i was using my HD video camera with zoom functionality and which of course produced an output much higher than a web cam would, a lot of the girls use these and perform from a professional studio but many of the lads don’t, so i set myself above the competition and wasready for the cash to come flying in.

I gave a more erotic ‘free’ show than normal and showed a lot, i got carried away, it paid off though and i had three privates within the first hour.

I was about ready to log ff when a member privated me and i was obliged to carry on until after the private as he had already paid. It was a cam2cam, which i am not keen on at all, during the course of the show it transpired he was in the same region as me and once he discovered this he began offering me cash to meet him. I politely declined and he kept upping it, at the highest point he upped it to £400, double his first offering. I was so tempted… and flattered but i declined again, he would not leave it he kept trying to persuade me. It took all my reserve to refuse such a high amount of cash.

Should I have took it? Should I have met?

My primary reason for refusing was safety, I did not know him and he did not know me. As I began pondering the offer other justifications for refusal also surfaced; I wouldn’t be worth the amount he was offering, my lack of experience, prostitution is a different to pay-per-view cam shows, how would i feel afterwards and that if he’s willing to sleep around on a whim with someone he has never met before there might be something I could catch from our liaison.

So, i politely declined again and he eased off. I can’t help thinking though that i could’ve earnt £400 for literally no work at all.