I’ve definately let this blog fall by the wayside, finding the time to update this blog as well as my professional sites and working full time, 9 to 5, is difficult. I promise to try and visit a lot more frequently than history to date shows.

I still have gained no additional experience in BDSM since my last meet in France, it seems my timetable is too tight. I’m trying to open up longer periods for possible sessions and overnight meetings but so far no joy with my bosses. That doesn’t mean i am not eager to serve…

Lately i have become disillusioned with the country i live in, the United Kingdom, it upsets me and saddens me every day i wake up in the damp, cold and dingy surroundings of a country that is slowly being torn apart by it’s own government. I want to be taken out of this environment, i want to live somewhere else and grow older in safer and more attractive place.

These recent depressions have had me seriously pondering seeking 24/7 slaveships with appropriate master’s from abroad. In my head it sounds like a good idea, but i’m not sure, it’s a big step and means giving up my work, family commuication and of course my home, my dreams/ambitions possibly too, so i’m still a little hessitant.

Of course saying i want a 24/7 solution to my woes is a lot easier than it is in reality. Finding the right Dominant to take me is a very important decission; i do not want to be stuck with someone who is ‘playing’ or who isn’t capable of providig a home for an obediant slave. The way i see it at present is that i will need someone who has their own property, who can provide for the members of the household as well as a slave, who has a spacious and safe premises and who is experienced in BDSM and willing to rescue an aging slave from his nightmare.

In return of course i’ll give myself, in mind, body and soul – all of me. Though some training is still required, i will serve happily and never forget the gesture that was bringing me in to their home. Serving my dominant and any other as they saw fit in any area of service as well as domestic duties. My dominant would remain, in my eyes, my saviour and facilitator of my liberation.

Takers?